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oh my god i cant believe it ive never been this far away from home. |
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Monday, 27 February 2006 |
sometimes weeks and weeks go by and i dont miss home. i get to talk to my family on the phone all the time and keep up with what everyones doing via the internet. and its gonna be in the mid seventies here in the next couple days, so there are definite benifits to living here. and i more or less like my job. and we finally have a couple good friends here. but its nights like tonight, when i wonder what the hell im doing out here in fayetteville north carolina of all god forsaken places and why the hell am i not at the stupid magic bag, a venue i dont even really like all that much, seeing rob dickinson live with all my friends.
tonight i miss everything about home. from mile roads to potholes to salt stained cars, to hot and sour thai soup from my favorite ferndale joint, to national coney island greek pitas at 2am, to metal chips in my shoes from hanging out at my dads work, to shopping with my mom and sister, to game nights with friends, to holidays with my big giant awesome extended family, to knowing you're no more than 1/2 hour away from the people you love and who love you right back.
but my friends are awesome for calling and sharing the show and sending me pictures and hopefully ill wake up tomorrow and the sun will be shining and i wont be so freaked out that im so far away from home.
EDIT 12:36am
i got stuck in a moment and i couldnt get out of it. for like a 1/2 hour. im out now. but a greek pita does sound awfully good right now.
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