amber miller and her website - im all alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. isnt it...

im all alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. isnt it...

Tuesday, 25 November 2003

im all alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. isnt it funny how words take on new meaning when you say them over and over. or more specifically how they lose their meaning and dont seem like words anymore. alone alone alone alone. its no longer a word. just a confusing grouping of letters that dont make any sense.

anyhow, chris left today for jersey for the thanksgiving holiday, so here i am all alone in our cute little apartment. i used to really enjoy being alone. back in the day of cramped dorm rooms, bustling college apartments, or even with the parental units who wouldnt leave you the hell alone. then, i craved alone time. not so much anymore. im a little freaked out by randomly having this time on my hands. and we've had this week off of work, so i literally have nowhere to be. if im smart ill use the time to go to the gym, clean, get christmas shopping done and so on and so on. today i worked on a christmas type project which really sucked up the time and put me in a pretty good mood. and the good tuesday night tv is ready for me whenever im ready for it (on the tivo). the west wing, gilmore girls, real world, rich girls and queer eye for the straight guy. but for now im gonna work a little more on my project and try to enjoy this alone time.
i should go out and get some wine. theres beer in the fridge, but it definitely feels like a wine night. not to get drunk, just to, you know, enjoy. definitely a wine night.

ive got all day tomorrow to myself, then will probably head to the parents tomorrow night or thursday morning. got turkey day festivities thursday at my aunt and uncles, probably stay with the parents thursday night, and then back home on friday for a little more alone time before chris returns saturday morning. then the whitestripes saturday night. thats a show thats been a long time coming.

just got january 2004 issue of spin in the mail. is it just me or are they like a month and a half ahead of themselves. coldplay is the band of the year according to spin. chris martin on the cover. they have their year end best of lists and stuff in this issue. looking forward to reading (and probably disagreeing with) it. thats the first step in me, myself, getting my best of end of the year list together. seeing what others say, disagreeing, and then feeling the need to set it straight with my own little composition. or something like that.

alone alone alone alone alone alone.

this post composed while listening to: random bright eyes songs i downloaded earlier today
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